It rained

i was about to leave when it started raining
so i had to stay back in office
but i did not feel like working
so i started writing this
but i dint know what to write
so i started thinking..
why does it not rain when i have an umbrella
why does it not rain when i can go out and dance
why does it not rain when i ve someone besides holding my hand
why does it not rain when i am about to cry walking on the road all alone
why does it not rain when i am on top of a beautiful mountain
why does the rain not make me happy today
there were days when it rained and i smiled
when i watched the rain for three hours sitting inside an AC bus
when i got drenched wearing the newest dress but still smiled
when i made tiny paper boats and followed them until they drowned
when i danced in the rain not worrying who was seeing me
when i jumped into all the pothholes splashing the dirty water
oh it has stopped raining
and i have to leave now
why did i want the rain to stop today
hope there is a day again
when i smile as i rains.